Website owner: James Miller
INTRODUCTION --- MY RELIGIOUS BACKGROUND 2/98 The following is a collection of things I have written over the last 25 years on Baptist / Evangelical belief and practice. My background is fundamentalist Baptist. I grew up attending a fundamentalist Baptist church and accepted Christ as my Savior when I was 9 years old. The Baptists have placed a very strong stamp on my beliefs and outlook and I owe a great deal to them. However, from my early youth I have wrestled with certain of their beliefs, trying to square them with reason and common sense; trying to sort things out in my mind. I have long been unhappy with the Baptists in many ways. I attended a Baptist church when I was in college and then after college I started sampling a lot of different churches, Baptist and others, to find one that I really felt good about, really liked, trying a different one every Sunday. This continued for many years, along with my wife after I got married, and I finally gave up and we now attend no church. We have attended churches in most of the mainline denominations. My wife was raised Catholic and for a period of years we attended Catholic churches a lot, but although I like the Catholic worship service, there is too much in Catholic belief and practice that I could not possibly accept. For a period of years we attended a number of Assembly of God churches (Pentecostal), but never shared the Pentecostal experience, were never really one of them, and always had reservations and doubts about them. My religious outlooks are strongly conservative so the liberal churches, Baptist and otherwise, turn me off in a second. Consequently we have always gone to conservative type churches. I have always listened to my feelings, my deepest intuition, my deepest instincts, in regard to these matters. And my feelings have always led me to be dissatisfied, to look more, to move on. I can be turned off not just by beliefs that I don't agree with but also by a spirit that I don't think is right. I look for the spirit that characterized early Christianity. I have been turned off by many churches, mainly conservative Baptist, because I didn't like the spirit that I sensed. I have seen a great deal of hypocrisy, foolishness and scandal in churches (conservative, fundamentalist churches). I am disillusioned with churches. My Christianity is now just a quiet, personal one. It has always been my habit to avoid reading any kind of religious propaganda -- and that means any religious literature from any religious denomination. I don't wish to be influenced by other people's ideas on what Christianity is or what the Bible means. I prefer to read only the Bible and to make up my own mind on just what it means. I know from experience the power of hard preaching to bend and manipulate the mind. As a consequence I tend to be skeptical of preachers. One of my main criticisms of evangelical Christianity is the following: I observe that a "repent, turn from your sin" message is not being preached very much today. Instead a "just accept Jesus" message is being preached. And I suggest that this "just accept" message is a falsehood, a theological error, a self-perpetuating, self-propagating Satanic lie, that causes deep self-deception and a sham Christianity that tends to be superficial, only "skin deep"; a Christianity lacking in real substance. Even those preachers who do preach repentance tend to mix it with the "just accept" message; they preach repentance one minute and then a minute later they are preaching the "just accept" message, causing an ambiguity and mental confusion because they are really preaching two different and conflicting messages. The "accepting" is supposed to, in some miraculous way, make you a Christian. They tell us, "don't trust your feelings, if you don't feel like a Christian it is nothing to be concerned about, your hope of salvation is based on God's promise, you have to just have faith in his promise." Well, our feelings and intuition warn us when we are being imposed upon by untruth, lie and fraud. We make a big mistake if we don't listen to them. Listen to those feelings, that intuition, within you. It can tell you a lot that simple reason may not. When the logic becomes too intricate, abstruse, vague and obscure, have doubts. If the proposition sounds too good to be true it probably is. I believe in reason, common sense, perspective, mental balance. I distrust the highly dogmatic, highly doctrinaire. I feel it leads into self-deception, self-delusion and mental problems. It is easy to get sucked into a religious quagmire that is very difficult to get out of. I believe that religion can be very dangerous business. In the following I have been quite hard on conservative Baptists. In all fairness to them, however, it does seem like they have tended to remain closer to Biblical teaching and Biblical moral standards than most other denominations. We don't hear, for example, of conservative Baptists out performing homosexual marriages or ordaining homosexual ministers as you do in many other denominations. Indeed I have been hesitant about putting this set of articles on the internet. I have had them on, removed them, then put them back on again. I am sure there are many good Christians among Baptists and other evangelicals and I have mixed feelings. In some of the following pieces I may be accused of over- generalizing. In some cases it may be a valid criticism. Whenever you make a general statement on subject matter of this nature there are likely to be exceptions, instances where the statement is not true. And there is considerable variation among evangelical denominations. They are not all alike by any means. So when I have made statements about evangelicals, for example, there may be denominations for which the statement isn't valid. And I make no claim to infallibility. However, I would say this: read these pieces to see if you see any truth in them. Perhaps you will find thoughts and insights that will be of benefit to you. Each individual knows best if the shoe fits. If it fits put it on. My object in writing these pieces was the search for truth. Honesty. I believe in it.
Where I disagree with Baptist Fundamentalists
My criticisms of Baptist Customs and practices
How the Baptists deceive themselves
The Baptist Church --- A basic source of emotional problems
Conservative Baptistism --- A lopsided religion
Baptist doctrine stunts spiritual growth
Why Baptists are so shallow spiritually
Evangelical belief on salvation
How the evangelical comes across to others
Hypocrisy, personal dishonesty, and falseness among evangelicals
Evangelicals guilty of self-deception
Evangelicalism and Fundamentalism --- self-delusion and brainwashing
A study in evangelical hyprocrisy
Evangelical doctrine and its psychological effects
Parallels between Communism and evangelicalism
The evangelical asks the wrong question and confuses himself
The evangelical message --- deception
Evangelical criterion for becoming saved
Does the evangelical message work?
Intellectual and logical problems in the "Salvation by Faith" position
Nesessary conditions for salvation
New Testament criterion for salvation --- same as the Old Testament criterion?
What does the Bible have to say in regard to the criterion for salvation?
Scriptures which specify repentance as a condition for salvation
New Testament scriptures on the importance of obedience to God
Scriptures that present as the sole criterion for salvation simple belief in Christ
On becoming a new creature in Christ
Meaning of the term "gospel" as used in the New Testament
Evangelicals guilty of the sins of high-pressure salesmanship
Meaning of word "Believe" as used by Jesus
Root of my differences with the Baptists
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